Day 2 the beginnings

All right. I just learned about slendy yesterday and I've been up reading every blog and watching the marble hornets. I don't know much but I do know that I have been hearing stuff outside my window recently. It's only the second day since I heard of slendy and I'm not being followed but I can't shake the feeling that I will be eventually. And well, fuck I'm 17 I've been in CPS since I was 10. I remember drawing the circle with the x in it when I was a little kid. But then I was taken and been moved around the state of Texas since then. Now I all of a sudden hear about this symbol and slender man and I'm like: shit idk if he is real but I think he is. And if he is idk how long I have untill he starts following me. If he does. But I can't shake this feel g he's got an "eye" on me and is going to be following me eventually. Untill then I'm trying to read what I can about him as fast as I can. I know its bad to become engrossed with the idea of slender man. But...I CANT...it's all that on my mind. I feel like I just can't even though I want to. I've been reading M's blog and if I see mr. Tall and slim ima go on the run and follow the 3 rules. But this Is where my inconvenient dilemma faces me. I have no car or means of transportation. I have no money or job. I am 17 so so I CAN run and not be listed as a runaway or anything but I have no way to run. If I see him I can't run on foot because there are trees all around. I live in the middle of nowhere 8/. I live in onalaska, tx over an hour from Houston. So I'm screwed and my sister doesn't believe he is real an would probably try to put me in a nut house instead of help me. Damn. I'm in it now so I just have to be prepared. I just thought to myself: I never heard of slender man before now. Yesterday I heard of the indie video game slender man but then I came across the blogs and videos. Now m obsessed. Nice wild card you threw me life -.- so about the symbol....I drew it when I was little. So I think he tried to get his "hands" on me when I was little but hen I moved all over state. And now he's resurfacing...wish me luck and If you read this bondie or M comment. Idk who is still alive and who I can talk to to know what to do or have advice on how to run.